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No Turning Back
I am ready to take on everything now, I am ready to decide, I am ready to leave, I am ready to say things that I was afraid of saying, I am ready to face whatever thrown in my face, I am ready to defend myself and most of all I am ready to move on.

Enough crying, I am not afraid anymore, I am fully rested, I am done thinking , I wont hide or run away anymore, I've discarded my self pity, I've slapped myself up and put on a smile on my face and a big sigh and look into the mirror and nodded. Yup! I am in action now and the camera's on me, the audience wanted an ending to every story, be it sad or happy ending and I'm going to give it to them.

Somehow I felt like a burden has been taken away from my heart, I could breathe and I look forward to tomorrow, I'm not afraid of uncertain future, I will take a first step forward and when I pick up my steps, I just keep going faster and I wont ever look back.

Dont let the fears rule your life and I wont give it a chance to confuse me again, and now I can at last say for sure, "Dad, I'm going home".



♥♥♥ Susan

posted on 30 April 2006 at 7:16 AM | Permalink | Post a Comment | 8 Comments

Down Under



So much emotions in my head and my heart that I feel so trapped and deppressed, it's like everything and everyone are pushing me and forcing me to the end of the cliff and I have no choice but to jump. I know I need to be alone and I need it fast before I fall apart, advices and words of opinions are beyond me now, this it the time to take actions and there's no turning back, I want to make sure for one last quiet moment to know that this decision is final and there's no one to blame but myself should I fail or fall down but I want to know if I still have the supports when I failed and fell down from those that has been with me through these trials and problems.

I've been listening to sad songs and yes I need to let the tears come out before I slap myself up and put on my brave and courage suits for the coming whirlwind;



"This is the retake of my life"
" I believe that in my life I will see an end to hopelessness, of giving up, of suffering"
"I didn't mean to hurt you, but I know That in the game of love you reap what you sow"
"Till now I've always gone by on my own"
"I must think of a new life,And I musn't give in, When the dawn comes, Tonight will be a memory too And a new day will begin"
"Why does it hurt so bad?"
"I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark"
"Once upon a time I was falling in love But now I'm only falling apart"
"Each day, each day I play the role Of someone always in control"
"Having heart is full of pain"
"my soul cried".



♥♥♥ Susan

posted on 29 April 2006 at 9:32 AM | Permalink | Post a Comment | 4 Comments

Weekend is Here!
I Made this lego character Here and i was debating whether I wanted to put breasts on it or flatchested coz the one with the S on is only for the flatchested bit. I also put a "dad" tattoo on her arm coz I love my dad and I thought why not?! OH anyways, Have a great weekend to everyone not that it makes any difference for me coz everyday is weekend for me.

I am having that kind of *Unknown* mood again today, I cant describe it really, it's like sad but happy and mix with confusion and restlessness, but I also feel kind of blank and compassion, are they make any sense at all? oh I really cant describe the feeling, maybe lack of sleep and with my relationship issues and family and life make me feel this way.

I havent been spending time alone these days and I kind of miss that, the quiet moment to think about everything, just me, myself and I, but it will soon be rectified by sunday, I'll have more time to just think, analize and make some decisions before moving forward with no regrets.

I need to get away for awhile, just by myself.



♥♥♥ Susan

posted on 28 April 2006 at 7:20 AM | Permalink | Post a Comment | 6 Comments

Thursday Thirteen!



13 Hear/Speak/See No Evil In My Collection!


1. Cavemen from Gabrielle

2. Monkeys Keychain which was broken coz I dropped it when I took a snap of it :(

3. Owls from My Sister

4. Monkeys made from bone

5. Monkeys from Netherlands

6. Monkeys in a bottle which I won it from auction

7. Elves from Netherlands

8. Elves again or whatever they call it hahaha from Paris

9. Monkeys from Paris

10.Monkeys from Singapore which was bough at the flea market

11.Dogs & Babies postcards given by Khid

12.Monkeys T-shirt from HongKong

13.Myself


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posted on 27 April 2006 at 3:04 AM | Permalink | Post a Comment | 38 Comments

Wordless Wednesday: Devil's Shoe



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posted on 26 April 2006 at 3:18 PM | Permalink | Post a Comment | 33 Comments

Flavor of The Day!


Make Yours Here



I got the link from Cee and since I'm crazy about chocolates and strawberry, I am making my own flavor, yumm...

I've been packing a big suitcase full of my stuff and then I've been doing alot of laundry, ironing clothes that I want to bring back home, although I dont know yet when I'm going back home for good but I want to start packing now as I have so many stuff to pack, I think I need some boxes to put my books in.

My tooth is paining me again *sigh* and I got headache after too much smiling, weirdo! hahahaha I think there's a new tooth coming out but Im not too sure. I dont want to go to the dentist, Iam allergic to dentist hahaha.



♥♥♥ Susan

posted on 25 April 2006 at 3:08 AM | Permalink | Post a Comment | 12 Comments

Here Kitty, Kitty


This Cute Kitty just followed My flatmate home, He's tapping the appartment's window which scared the hell outta me, I opened the window and was going to give him hell when I saw this cutie at his feet. My flatmate told me the cat followed him home and he couldnt go inside so he asked me to find some food to give it through the window so he could sneak and went inside. It was tough at first coz it keeps following him and he almost tripped over the cat, But finally I could lure it to my outstretched hand with some bits of fried fish fillet. I must say I want to keep it so bad but unfortunately I couldnt do that as I'll be going back home soon.

Anyway, I was watching "Someone Like You" on TV, I just love Hugh Jackman. I also watched a movie called "Harold & Kumar" which was pretty funny. I have been doing alot of browsing today and I think I'm done for today.



♥♥♥ Susan

posted on 23 April 2006 at 4:23 AM | Permalink | Post a Comment | 12 Comments

News from Holland
I was glad to have a short chat with my sister yesterday, I was asking about her husband aka my darling brother in law who had had an accident and got hospitalized of minor injuries. My sister said her hubby is back home now, She also said that their old car has been declared "junk and totally cant be used anymore" so she has bought a new car, a Mitsubishi Lancer while waiting for the insurance company to give her some news.

Anywayz, Her friend Lia who is also indonesian who lives there wants to go to Jakarta in May for a month's holiday, so I asked my sister to buy me a parfume from Miss Dior and give it to Lia so she could give it to me once I'm back in Jakarta next month. I've been wanting that parfume since I was in Holland and yes I blame my own sister as well for telling me about it hehehehe so now she has to buy it for me hahaha *evil laugh*.

Oh I miss Holland especially my darling niece, maybe one day I could go there again, yup someday but now, I'll fantasize about it as I go to bed, Night All! or should I say Morning all!



♥♥♥ Susan

posted on 22 April 2006 at 6:16 AM | Permalink | Post a Comment | 5 Comments

New Layout
April 21st Hari Kartini - Kartini Day; The birthday of Raden Ajeng Kartini, a prominent leader in the women's emancipation movement in Indonesia. The event is marked by activities within women's groups. In Indonesian schools children compete in national dress competitions. The letters of Kartini to friends in Holland have been published in Letters of a Javanese Princess.

New layout by V4NY and I changed the colors and the image above by permission. Since I love and collecting the Speak/Hear/See No Evil figurines, I thought to take some pics of myself doing them! Thanks to Balung for my previous layout. I hope you guys like the new layout, it's simple and for a change, no clutter hehehe

Oh I thought to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Cee's Dad! I know it's tomorrow and I thought for a change, I dont want to say Happy Belated Birthday hehehe.

It's already 6am in the morning and I could feel my eyes are closing now so I guess enough for today and head to bed!


♥♥♥ Susan

posted on 21 April 2006 at 5:33 AM | Permalink | Post a Comment | 6 Comments

T13

13 Favorite Songs in My MP3 Playlist!


(1) "Born Again" by Billy Preston
(2) "Stay" by Barry manilow
(3) "Fantasy" by Earth Wind and Fire
(4) "Died in your Arms Tonite" by Cutting Crew
(5) "Do I Do" by Stevie Wonder
(6) "Here with me" by Dido
(7) "Through the wire" by Kanye West
(8) "Headonism" by Skunk Anansie
(9) "Why Does it Hurt so bad" by Whitney Houston
(10) "Listen to your heart" by Roxette
(11) "Moon River" by Frank Sinatra
(12) "Alone" by Heart
(13) "Immortal" by Evanescence

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posted on 20 April 2006 at 5:15 PM | Permalink | Post a Comment | 35 Comments

Wordless Wednesday: The Door

Singapore's Stamford House



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posted on 19 April 2006 at 7:19 PM | Permalink | Post a Comment | 21 Comments

Secret Recipe
I went to the "Secret Recipe" Restaurant the other day for dinner, I got a free voucher for that so I thought well, it's a shame if I didnt use it, right? So it was a 3 course meal with soup as a starter which I ordered pumpkin soup, it's not really nice so I didnt finish it, the main course is an Irish Lamb Stew which was very soft and tender and yummylicious! the last is my favorite of all! which was Chocolate Indulgence cake! hmmmm, since I was so full and besides I want to eat it at home where I can take my time with each slice that went to my watery mouth, I ask the waiter to wrap it up for me.

I heard from my sister that my brother in law had a car accident, she said he's allright but his last foot surgery was paining him so he's in the hospital right now, I hope he gets well soon, my sister though was so angry with him coz now she has to buy a new car as he damaged the car!


♥♥♥ Susan

posted on at 4:36 PM | Permalink | Post a Comment | 4 Comments

Flower For Dad!



Thanks Mikey for the flowers you bought for my dad, even though you're thousand miles away and you havent even met my dad when he was alive, your tribute for him is so touching. Thank You.

I cant visit my dad's grave but I promise as soon as I come home, that's the first thing I will do. The flowers I bought for you is still on the table where I could smell everytime and admire it. I still miss you and love you dad! Happy Birthday once again.



♥♥♥ Susan

posted on 17 April 2006 at 7:15 PM | Permalink | Post a Comment | 3 Comments

Movie Marathon
I was watching 2 movies at the cinema yesterday, at first I was only planning to watch one movie, it's "Firewall" starring Harrison Ford, I dont think he's up to another action movie coz he's old now but he's still has the charisma and it was quite a good movie as well and then I saw the poster of "16 Blocks" starring Bruce Willis and thought well, let's watch another one and came home in the morning!

They're both my favorite actors in "Die Hard" and "Indiana Jones"! But looking at them now, Old and well still playing heroes just weird although the movies are still quite good hehe. oh well it's time to go to bed now, nite all!


♥♥♥ Susan

posted on 15 April 2006 at 5:46 AM | Permalink | Post a Comment | 7 Comments

Surprises from Jakarta!


Thanks rie for the cigs and the sleeping dress, I'm glad you've had a great time on your trip to Jakarta and came back to Singapore safe and sound! Ohhh I love my indonesian cigs!

I know I asked Connie to buy me some tidbits/food from Jakarta but I didnt know she also bought me the See/Speak/Hear No Evil figurine that Im collecting! I'm so happy to get it! Thanks jeng!

My flatmate is going back home soon, he's also indonesian like me, and I already thought of him as my younger brother as he was also my younger brother's ex classmate, he has finished his study and he gave me a bottle of Baileys Irish Cream for a farewell gift, it's going to be quiet around here soon. I'm sorry I couldnt give him anything coz I'm broke! But I'll offer to wash his clothes or something in return hehehe.

I bought the flowers for my dad, I put it in a vase and it really is brightens up the room. Happy Birthday once again PAPA!

It's time to go to bed.


♥♥♥ Susan

posted on 14 April 2006 at 7:12 AM | Permalink | Post a Comment | 8 Comments

T13

13 Things Im Expecting to Happen


(1) Having more peaceful mind.
(2) Finding and meeting my soulmate.
(3) Being less lonely
(4) Having enough money to survive.
(5) Being a better person
(6) Being closer to God
(7) Being closer to my family
(8) Being less anti-social
(9) Leading a healthier life style
(10) Being able to support my mother and little brother more than I've done
(11) Getting my mother a new fridge
(12) Getting Married
(13) Being a happier person.

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posted on 13 April 2006 at 4:44 AM | Permalink | Post a Comment | 16 Comments

Happy Birthday PAPA!
It's my 62nd birthday of my beloved father and it's been 4 years since his passing. I still miss him and still feel like he was still alive, in my heart. I miss him every single day, I love you PAPA!

I'm sorry I couldnt visit your grave but I will as soon as I come home, I'll pray for you and buy some flowers for you first thing I wake up tomorrow. It's been hard without you Papa, but look at your daughter is getting stronger everyday, no more tears and no more childish.

Thank You for bringing me into this world, thank you for showing me your unconditional love, your wisdome words, your gentleness and thank you for spoiling me with whatever I always wanted when I wanted.

Thank you God! For giving me the best father and the most loving father! Thank You!


♥♥♥ Susan

posted on 12 April 2006 at 1:04 AM | Permalink | Post a Comment | 8 Comments

Marche Movenpick
I had dinner at Marche Restaurant, invited for a birthday dinner, Oh man, I love what I saw, A row of Foodstalls with delicious and inviting food and drinks and desserts, too bad I can only take a few plates before I declared myself FULL! Those food dont come cheap either and glad I dont have to pay for it so yes, I would love to stay longer but oh well, it's free!

I went to the Oyster's stall and also to the Brazillian Chicken Kebab's stall and then to the Teppanyaki's stall and moved on to pick some drinks like rootbeer and Snappel Juice. I had some fried prawns and squids and before that the Salad, my the portion could almost defeat the main course plate!

Half hour later after I've done the eating, I browsed the desserts stalls, they have crepes, Waffles, varities of cakes and ice cream gelato and fruits, ahhhhhh Heaven! But I can only eat the chocolate truffle cake and half the crepes, I cant take anything anymore, what a shame! hahahaha

More photos of the Restaurant in my next entries. Since the Restaurant is in Suntec City, it's been so long since I went there so I went for a walk there to the fountain of wealth and watched the laser show and then up and down the escalators, in and out some shops, saw the wines exhibition there and then walk back to the train station and fell asleep on the train home.

And now Im hungry again...and drool for the other food that I saw in that restaurant, aaaahhh such indulgence.


♥♥♥ Susan

posted on 10 April 2006 at 5:43 AM | Permalink | Post a Comment | 4 Comments

What A Day!
Which door would u choose if you were given a choice? but there's a catch, each door would have a surprise waiting for you and well let's just say they're filled with the most fears you have, be it darkness or worst and there's only one door that's filled with something of what you love most. I guess that's life is all about eh? face your fears and if you succeeded then you'll get the reward. By the way I took the pic at Stamford Building at City Hall.

Yesterday Rie missed her flight back to Singapore!!! Cee text-ed me and told me that they came late to the airport because of a heavy traffic jam, OUCH!! so Today she's flying home. I cant wait to meet Rie again.

Yesterday was also quiet for me although I had a big lunch at City Hall at Magic Wok, hmm Oyster Omellete, Fried sambal Kangkung, a big sweet and sour fish and fried prawns! Took some pictures before went home.

Got a text msg from my younger brother and I told him that a few days ago I had a dream of loosing two of my bottom teeth and asked what that meant and he said he had the same dream and mum also had the same dream too, he also said it meant there will be someone in our family or relatives that is going to die, I was worried at first but then well hopefully it's just a dream.


♥♥♥ Susan

posted on 09 April 2006 at 4:39 AM | Permalink | Post a Comment | 4 Comments

Owner of A Lonely Heart
Lonely...I'm So Lonelyyyyy *Akon's wanna be* hahaha, Today's another lonely night for me without Cee and the "Others". I had a very short chat session with Cee and Rie and they were so dead tired after a long shopping day in Jakarta, I'm so envious of you two!

I wanted to try to make a new layout but my brain refused to work and besides I have so many things going on in my head and heart to think about other things. I am, I admit is so ashamedly lonely tonight.

Finally my sister was online and we chatted for awhile, I'm usually chatty with her and always make fun of everything but tonight I think she knows that I'm having so many problems and she offered me some advices. She's going to phone mum later and her friend is going to Jakarta in May, I asked my sister to buy me a Miss Dior Parfume for me and ask her friend to give it to me in Jakarta, she said okay and i'm a little cheered up, Thanks Sis! You're the best!

I hope tomorrow will be better. Time to hit the pillows!


♥♥♥ Susan

posted on 07 April 2006 at 5:38 AM | Permalink | Post a Comment | 3 Comments

T13

My Most Favorite13 Indonesian Dishes


(1) Nasi Goreng (Special Fried Rice)
(2) Bakso (Meatball Soup)
(3) Bubur Ayam (Chicken Porridge)
(4) Gudeg (White Curry Jackfruit)
(5) Soto Ayam (Chicken Soup)
(6) Sayur Asem (Sour Soup/devil Curry)(English)
(7) Sate (Indonesian Satay)
(8) Rendang (Beef Curry)
(9) Ketoprak (Tofu Salad)
(10) Lontong Sayur (Indonesian vegetables in coconut curry)
(11) Nasi Uduk (Indonesian Coconut Rice)
(12) Ayam Bakar (Grilled Chicken)
(13) Rujak (Indonesian Fruit Salad)

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posted on 06 April 2006 at 8:29 PM | Permalink | Post a Comment | 14 Comments

Prepare to Laugh!
I watched the Ice Age 2 yesterday and I laughed all the way! I love Scrat with his nut!! I love Diego and Sloth and Manny..and best of all I love the Possum brothers!! You all gotta watch this MOVIE!

Anyway, Thanks For taking the time to tell me what you think of me! I really appreciate it. Love you all!!

I met Rie at her workplace. I passed her a present for Cee when she's going to Jakarta which by the way she's arrived today in Jakarta. I wish I could join the girls now but since I have no money to buy the airplane ticket home, I'll delay my going home. Have fun you two!! I'll wait for Rie to come back to Singapore on Saturday and hopefully we'll meet next week! *hehe titip nasgor ya jeng*

I just got a text from Cee that they're just woke up! well girls, I just woke up too!! They said they're waiting for Maya to take them to Puncak. Awwww I am jealous!!!!!! I want to go too!!! Dont forget to bring me some *Jagung Bakar* yaaaaa..hiks hiks!

I need to take a shower but it's raining outside so I'll just snuggle up on the bed and watch TV since I have no plan or nothing to do today anyway.


♥♥♥ Susan

posted on 05 April 2006 at 5:12 PM | Permalink | Post a Comment | 3 Comments

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posted on 04 April 2006 at 4:22 AM | Permalink | Post a Comment | 1 Comments

Silent Night
Make this doll at Here, Does it look like me? hahahaha.

Tonight has been quiet. Cee and I have been chatting from 12 midnite untill now at 5 in the morning. Both of us feel Empty and we try to fill each others up and cheer each others up.

She told me about this site Whodoyouthinkheare. It's so freakin' hillarious!! absolutely made me "ngakak" alot!! It does make me entertained!!

What else to say? the night is quiet, my heart feels empty, misery loves company. hmmm perfect.





EMPTY



♥♥♥ Susan

posted on 03 April 2006 at 4:49 AM | Permalink | Post a Comment | 4 Comments

Yee Haaw!
I watched this Movie on SCTV last night, I fell in love with Val Kilmer's character as Doc Holiday, he's sooo cool! here's the summary;

"Former lawman Wyatt Earp, his two brothers and friend Doc Holliday settle in the town of Tombstone in order to lead a profitable and peaceful life but soon come into conflict with the Cowboys, a band of outlaws led by the Clanton brothers. This retelling of the Earp/Clanton feud also follows up the gunfight at the O.K. Corral with a look at the bloody consequences of the showdown."

It's too bad he's dead in the end (oops sorry spoiler!) hahaha oh well it's an old movie anyway. Wyatt Earp is a legend but I dont really into him, i'd prefer Doc Holliday aka Val Kilmer , even though he's dying of a lung disease and always look pale and sickly, he's a helluva good shooter and always win in gambling!

I ran out of credit on my mobile phone, so I cant text or receive any text or calls. I have no money to top it up yet, thankfully my toothache is giving me a reprieve by not make me suffer more than i am right now.

But my head is pounding now...I think i'm signing off!


♥♥♥ Susan

posted on 02 April 2006 at 7:10 AM | Permalink | Post a Comment | 6 Comments

Rainy Days
It was raining yesterday, so heavy that I could feel the drizzle came in through my open window when I was sleeping, it woke me up, I felt soothed and calmed by it and the sound of the heavy rain outside my window, I didnt want to get up, I was just lying there, hugging my bolster and look out my window to the dark sky. I stretch my arm to the bedside table to reach my mobile and then I took a snap of this pic.

I didnt get up untill the rain stopped and bloody hell, my toothache is starting to mess with me again. I took a shower and brush it with alot of toothpaste and just ignore the pain. I could stand it only for an hour coz it started to get nasty on me, I really wanted to take the medicine that I took for toothache a few days ago that got me with swollen eyes as side effect but then I didnt dare coz who knows what would be swelling this time? So I tried to ignore the pain.

It's 10.37AM in the morning and I have been awake all night! I need to sleep soon and when I woke up, I'll go to the Guardian Pharmacy and look for another medicine, hopefully it'll work coz right now I'm allergic to Dentist besides no money to pay for it.

I need sleep.....


♥♥♥ Susan

posted on 01 April 2006 at 10:30 AM | Permalink | Post a Comment | 4 Comments