I am ready to take on everything now, I am ready to decide, I am ready to leave, I am ready to say things that I was afraid of saying, I am ready to face whatever thrown in my face, I am ready to defend myself and most of all I am ready to move on.
Enough crying, I am not afraid anymore, I am fully rested, I am done thinking , I wont hide or run away anymore, I've discarded my self pity, I've slapped myself up and put on a smile on my face and a big sigh and look into the mirror and nodded. Yup! I am in action now and the camera's on me, the audience wanted an ending to every story, be it sad or happy ending and I'm going to give it to them.
Somehow I felt like a burden has been taken away from my heart, I could breathe and I look forward to tomorrow, I'm not afraid of uncertain future, I will take a first step forward and when I pick up my steps, I just keep going faster and I wont ever look back.
Dont let the fears rule your life and I wont give it a chance to confuse me again, and now I can at last say for sure, "Dad, I'm going home".