Another World

I'm Moving....!!!

2006-08-02T20:04:00.000+08:00

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Congrats!!

2006-08-01T19:46:00.000+08:00

My friend Nicole has given birth to a baby boy on the 26 July 2006! I am so happy for her and so envious! I cant wait to see the pictures of the little one! I sent out a little gift for the baby through post today and also a package for my best friend Holly in UK for her baby girl. I wish I could be like them, get pregnant and have babies haha.

I also bought some little gifts for my dear friend Zahira as my congratulation gift coz she's going to Spain soon! not to mention a gift for Connie and Marie. It's my way of saying Thank you for everything you've done for me, for being there when I need friends and support, it's not much but it's the thought that counts, right?

As this month's birthday friends, I have bought birthday gifts for my dearest friends Magie & JonCox. Better be early before I go back to Indonesia and dont have time for things.

I hope the mails would reach you all and not lost.

20 Questions = 20 Pictures

2006-07-31T03:31:00.000+08:00

Ideas from Sh1ft*Projects through Marie.

(All Photos are taken by Me)

One: Who am I? I'm just a girl.

Two: Who knows me best? My best friend Connie whom I met through Internet and then met in real life and we're best friend since then, we were born in the same month, we often think the same thing.

Three: how old am i? (or how old do i feel?) 27 going on 28.

Four: The most important thing in my life is My Family.

Five: I always carry My Nokia 6680.

Six: Something I always do. Get online.

Seven: Im at my happiest when I smoke.

Eight: On a monday morning, you can find me Sleeping coz I'm a night owl.

Nine: My favourite mode of transport is The Train.

Ten: My eyes are Sad now.

Eleven: My favourite material posession is My Mp3 that was given as birthday gift in Netherland by my dearest sister.

Twelf: To relax I like to Read Cheesy Romance Novels.

Thirteen: The town I live in is Modern

Fourteen: My worst habit is too lazy to make up the bed.

Fifteen: My guilty pleasure is Crepes.

Sixteen: When I look at someone, the first thing I see is The Smile.

My Best friend Connie

Seventeen: I think Flowers are beautiful.

Eighteen: One thing I can Live without is My Cowboy hat.

Nineteen: One thing people dont know about me is that I weight 64kg/141Lbs now.

Twenty: My life is A Struggle

The Other Side of Me

2006-07-30T04:31:00.000+08:00

I remembered someone said that I was trying to change him from saying swearing words, I did try but even though I know it wont succeeded because the way we talk are ingrained to us and when something became a habit it would be hard for us to change it over night, so I make it a habit of mine not to use swearing words but that doesnt mean I cant use it or say it on occasion, so since tonight is the most miserable night of my life, just tonight only, I'll use it (just hoping no kids would read this though, I'm glad though my niece cant speak english).

I'm so fuckin' miserable tonight, I'm pissed off with myself for missing him, for having a fuckin' temptation to contact him either by email or phone call, damn him for screwing my mind and heart, I hope he bloody feels the same way, all these sleepless nights I had, it's so fuckin' frustrating! I guess promises are made to be broken, because things he said are just bullshit!

Im so glad It's raining and no thunder tonight or I would be fuckin' more miserable, I couldnt take this pain and hurt, it's fuckin' tears me apart! I went out an hour ago in the dead of the night and just stood there outside in the rain, looked up to the sky and wishing that the droplets would become bigger and shatter my face, It was so fuckin' cold and I welcomed it, I am waiting for the numb to come, Hell, I dont fuckin' care who saw me in the rain, they could bloody well join me for all I care! Misery loves company and I'm happen to be its company tonight.

Soaked to the bone and still waiting for the numb to come but all I feel is this longing, and the yearning for him, what the hell is fuckin' wrong with me? I have said Good Fuckin' Bye and it's damn better be easier tomorrow or I'll be more fuckin' pissed off!

okay enough of that swearing, glad it's morning and I'm ready to keep myself busy again with things, I just hate the night time when the only thing I could see when I close my eyes is him.

Night of Thunder

2006-07-28T13:48:00.000+08:00

It was raining last night and lots of thunders, I really hate thunders, it makes me jumpy and woke me up everytime. I turned on the TV loud but it's still make me jumpy, the rain was beating hard on the window and I could hear the loud noise it made, I love rain but not thunder.

A face and a memory of someone keep bothering me as well and I hate it, I remembered when it's thunder and it comforted me when I talked to that someone, I was wishing the morning came soon but then in my desperate moments, a person phoned me up, I thank god for that, we talked for at least an hour untill the thunder slowly gone and the rain turns into soft drizzle and I once again felt so sleepy.

Before he hung up, I softly heard him said "I am also trying to be your rock, the one who is there for you to cling to."

Mid Year Sale (Part 03)

2006-07-27T02:23:00.000+08:00

Okay I think I need to stop buying stuff or I'm gonna be really broke! hahaha well I bought these earrings for $1.50 each, I just love big dangling earrings, before the sale, they usually sell it like 3 for $10. I dont wear it everyday though, just when I want to go out or on special occasion. By the way CONGRATULATION to my darling best friend Zahira who got accepted to study in SPAIN! I'd like to say I told you so, hun hahaha, let me know the date you're going and for how long because who knows when I go back to Netherlands in December, We could plan to meet!!! I have been keeping myself busy today and it's helping me alot not to think about other things and thanks sooo much for all my friends who are also trying to distract me from my problems, I really love you guys!! Nicole is going to have her baby sooner than we expected!!!!! I am running out of time to send her something for her baby boy! I want lots and lots of pictures of the baby to see how adorable he would be!! I'm sooo happy for you Nic!!!hugs.

Mid Year Sale (Part 02)

2006-07-25T05:01:00.000+08:00

I bought this kimono top a few days ago it's on sale for $23 from $39.90. I think it's so cute and I've always love Japanese style, I know the original Kimono is really expensive so this top is enough for me, I could wear it with jeans or black skirt. I also bought a shoe from this new shop called Tinkerbell, it's really gorgeous, I know also that I cant wear high heels, I am a clumsy girl and always fell down even when I wear flip flops but I cant help it when I tried it on and besides I dont have any formal shoes now, it's also on sale for $29.90 from $49.90, I have no idea why they always put .90 at that back, LOL i guess every cents count! I think there's nothing better to cure all illnesses than to go shopping! even window shopping somehow makes me happy, it makes me forget problems and stress reliever. I just realized that True love is never exist, I have always been a dreamer, and I guess I have always convinced myself that I will find my true love, my soulmate, the one guy that will be the other half of me, the keeper of my soul, and each break ups I had, I always told myself that we met the wrong people in order to find the right one for us and some day or one day i'll find him, But i'm just fooling myself.

I want to be realistic now and always assume the worst things because it's easier and when the worst happened I wont be hurting too much because I have been prepared for that. I think right now, I want to concentrate on other things first, how to survive on my own, how to support myself and be a better person, I dont want to think about love anymore, let it comes to me and let it fills me again when I least expected. I have so much love in me but i guess that's still not enough, but I wont look back because life goes on and I want to go with the flow.

I wish..

2006-07-23T19:48:00.000+08:00

I was browsing and found this site at The Company Store and they have so many cute and lovely design for kid's room, I really wish I had a room like that when I was small, I love the horses design because my I was born in a horse year according to chinese astrology.

If I got married and had children, I wanted to have those decoration and design for my children, I want to spoil them and give them things that I lack when I was a kid and of course loads of LOVE.

I love the color, it's bright and i love the simplicity that there's nothing much going on in the room except of course there will be lots and lots of toys for the kids. I also want a shelf to put story books for them. I wish...

Mid Year Sale (Part 01)

2006-07-22T05:49:00.000+08:00

I bought this dark brown blouse the other day, I've been looking for that type since a few months ago and actually I wanted the one with the long sleeves but they only have short sleeved ones. Oh well since it's on sale for quite a cheap price, I grabbed it.

I've been scrapbooking like a madwoman, I havent done that since I came back from Netherlands and Paris so I have lots of photos from those stacked up and it's time to organize them before I misplace it or they went missing.

Although I've updated my scrapbook blog again, you can see my creations HERE. It's 5.50AM now and it's time for me to go to sleep, Good Night!

My Crush (Part 02)

2006-07-18T21:03:00.000+08:00

Still about Donnie, the lead singer of ADA BAND from Indonesia that I'm having a huge crush on. I really wanted to buy his cd and his poster when I have enough money that is, although a friend of mine was so kind to upload one of his song into my MP3, and this song just like the previous one that I love so much really makes me feel .... hmm..fantasizing about him hehehe.He looks really young in this video clip but he's still looks cute to me, Well since my readers mostly only speaks english, I am translating this song lyric.

You're My Aura (Kau Auraku)

The Night when Love welcomes a new soul
I've been waiting for you for so long
But only empty spaces that I've seen
Even it's difficult but I must have it.

A deep yearning resulting my desire
Reach my hand and take my promise
Feel the sincere love through your blood veins
Become one in the name of love

Reff:
You're My aura,
Light a small hope
Come possess me
and melt the love
I'll take you to fly
across the clouds
Start Smilling like a flower...that brings beauty

I cant deny your existance in me
My mind and soul wanted to have your heart
Will never let it go
I give it all to you.

Huge Crush!

2006-07-16T15:50:00.000+08:00

I couldnt find a bigger image of him but I guess this is not so bad. His name is Doni and he's the lead singer of a band in Indonesia called ADA BAND, actually I know of his song first before I saw the video clip, I fell in love with the song called "Langit 7 Bidadari" (means: The Sky of 7 angels) and then I saw the video clip on TV and saw him, I thought he looks cool and kinda cute. I saw more of his video clips and then his live concert on TV and I beginning to have a HUGE CRUSH on him. I notice he doesnt like to put in alot of style when he sings, he doesnt dance much or try to do something silly like any other band when they're on stage. I love his coolness and his sweet smile, and his eyes just sort of naughty and when he winks, aaahhhhh I could die and gone to heaven!

Anyways, I had a dream about him last night ahahaha I know it's silly, I guess this is a true crush eh? LOL. I had a dream that we were in a cooking competition (imagine how it's about cooking? I cant even cook!) and then he helps me out with cooking and I was assigned to squeeze the lime juice (hehe easy task) and once in awhile he leaned at my side and drop me a kiss on my forehead and cheek and sometimes just looked at me and smile that made my heart beat like a war drum!! hahaha but then the other competitor was so jealous of us and tried to separate us, not sure how or why but then I woke up feeling happy because the image of him kissing me still so fresh in my head, what a wonderfull dream! I hope Doni had the same dream about me too, but too bad he doesnt even know that im exist hahaha. tragic!

Bloody Pirates!!

2006-07-13T16:06:00.000+08:00

I watched the new "Pirates of Caribbean The Dead Man's Chest" yesterday and I must say that I absolutely love it love it love it, I loved their first movie and I love the 2nd although it's not finished yet, they're making trilogy out of it, just like Lord Of The Ring, I just cant wait to watch the next one!!

It's seriously funny and I always loved Orlando Bloom when I first saw him in the Lord Of The Ring, but he comes second to Johnny Depp as Captain Jack Sparrow, I just love Jack, he's cowardly brave when he wants to be but he's totally cool guy and sooo funny!! I love the adventure in the movie, treasure hunts and the island of cannibal and of course a little bit of a love story. Make sure to stay after the credit lines at the end of the movie, there's abit more.

Although I have trouble in making out most of what they said as they're speaking in a sailor kind of manner and dialects, but lots of funny scenes and actions that's just gonna make you laugh so hard!!

Anyway, I also bought the Pirates of Caribbean T-shirt and some football t-shirt but sorry Zahira, they dont have Portugal one, I've asked the guy, they only have spain, England, Netherlands, Germany, Italy and France. I bought Ocean Pacific 3/4 hipster jeans and a stripe long sleeved shirt, ooooh I just love shopping and Im not finished yet, there are more malls to visit and I might find things that are on sales more hehehe.

I love that movie!! I will buy the DVD when it comes out in stores!

Hot Players

2006-07-09T17:34:00.000+08:00

I'm not a football fan and I dont even know what their names or which team wearing what, but I do know that most of the football players are HOT, they're so cool and handsome hehehe, well so I guess I'm not really watching the game instead I'm watching the players hehehe.

I bought a Germany T-shirt last week because it's cheap and thought this year's world cup is held in Germany and I gotta get one of those T-shirt with its name on it, besides it's only $5 t-shirt hehehe. Well last night Germany Won! hehehe so I'm wearing the T-shirt today!

Summer Time!

2006-07-07T17:58:00.000+08:00

I was visiting my friend's blog in Here and thought to myself she got a very cute retro sunglasses! Since I live in a tropical country where it's summer all year round, I have some sunglasses that I can wear them anytime and I just got a new one about last week so without further ado, here are my sunglasses hehe;

The Big Black Sunglasses that looks like a fly's eyes, I got it for free when I bought a Style Magazine, it looks scary to me though hehe

2nd down is light brown color, it's also a gift from Chubby's mom, it looks like for old women with the silver frame around it

The 3rd is my favorite sunglasses, it's from FENDI and it has a really dark brown color and I love the shape, I bought it when there was a big sale

The 4th is from Levi's, it's big and yellow! I kinda like it because it covered the whole eyes area but it's not black so I can wear it indoor too like in the mall hehe

The last is from DKNY, a gift from my sister, it's also my fave as it's not as big as the 1st one and I need it when the weather is too hot when you have to squint your eyes when you walk and it's stylish too.

I have been trying to pack lots of stuff and I'm also trying to lose weight by drinking apple vinegar which I think it's working, all I have to do now is joining a fitness centre, perhaps aerobic as I love to dance and I think you gotta enjoy what you're doing if you want to lose weight so I wont feel like I have to do it.

I am chatting with my sister right now so I'm back to her, ciao!

I love Superman!

2006-07-04T23:25:00.000+08:00

I've watched Superman Returns the other day, I must say the guy who plays as Superman? He's super HOT!! he's cool and he has the most beautiful eyes i've ever seen, the part where a bad guy shot him in the eye and there's a slow motion where the bullet was shattered, how cool can you get????

Well I wont be a spoiler in here, I'm not really disappointed watching it, have I said that this guy is HOT? hahaha Superman is also a SuperHunk! Ok Ok, enough of this gorgeous man. My day was okay, finally I settled everything that has been delayed for a VERY LONG TIME and I have to tell you that I feel so relieved and it's like a burden has been lifted from my shoulder.

All I gotta do now is make my life more organized and start a routine and I'm going to start a healthy life ..and hmm..the tough part...START LOSING WEIGHT!!! haha

Show Me The Love! (Part 05) END

2006-07-02T05:13:00.000+08:00

I am really happy when I got an email from Maggie with her pic!! I took this pic of mine today, I didnt know the fan besides me was making my hair looks like that untill I uploaded it to the comp hehehe but well I just might experiment with that another time hahaha but it looks like my hair is strangling me! Need to get it trimmed, havent been to a Salon for a year, urghh now i'm blabbering, enough of that, Now Let me tell you a little bit about my best friend Maggie.

Maggie is my online best friend, we've been friends for years, we used to love making dolls on the comp and we sometimes send each other's gifts or letters through post and she's a very kind person, she lives in UK and she just moved to a new place, she's a lovely person and I really am blessed to have met and be her friends, I love You Maggie!!

Show Me The Love! (Part 04)

2006-06-30T00:17:00.000+08:00

I wrote an entry in Here about this idea of taking a pic with a banner sign saying "I LOVE (name)" and then ask if any of my friends online would want to exchange this love sign, I'm surprised to see the responds I just took this pic a yesterday after my older sister, yes you heard right, my own sister is also taking part of this love business hehehe, I know that she loves me and I Love her too. Okay so let me tell you a lil bit about her.

Lisa is the eldest in my family, she's living in Netherlands now with her husband and a daughter, she's not only my big sis but she's also my best friend, we've been close despite the big age gap which i dont think she wants me to say it here hahaha, we're so close even if we're living thousand miles apart!!so what's the deal about that lipstick stain on the paper, sis? hahaha. Now, Anyone else wants to exchange banner pic with me?? show me the loveeee!!!! Just email me yours at beforedawn666@yahoo.com and i'll make mine for you.

Show Me The Love! (Part 03)

2006-06-28T16:37:00.000+08:00

I wrote an entry in Here about this idea of taking a pic with a banner sign saying "I LOVE (name)" and then ask if any of my friends online would want to exchange this love sign, I'm surprised to see the responds I just took this pic a awhile ago after a new friend of mine Jon sent me his, you have no idea how it really puts a smile on my face when I checked my inbox to find your pic there, he's so sweet isn't he?... So Now let me tell you a little bit about him.

Jon is from Minnesota, USA and he's the most talented person I've ever met, he creates artworks made from discarded materials, He has been doing it since he's so young, You can see lots of his artworks at http://joncox.blogspot.com. I really love his passion for his works and it shows in his creations, I'm so glad to know you and be your friend, Jon and keep on making new creations!! Now, Anyone else wants to exchange banner pic with me?? show me the loveeee!!!! Just email me yours at beforedawn666@yahoo.com and i'll make mine for you.

Show Me The Love! (Part 02)

2006-06-26T04:46:00.000+08:00

I wrote an entry in Here about this idea of taking a pic with a banner sign saying "I LOVE (name)" and then ask if any of my friends online would want to exchange this love sign, the first girl that replied quickly is none other than my very best friend Zahira from Puerto Rico, and the 2nd person who sent the banner is my friend Glenn from USA. I just took the pic from me to him a awhile ago after he sent me his, it took him just 5 minutes to do that and I believe he did it in a bathroom? hehehe.

Anywayz, here he is with the banner sign, Glenn and I met through this site called Textamerica and then we chatted now and then, he's just surprised me when we havent been chatting for a long time and when I accidentally just sent all the invitation for making the banner through my email to all my friends in contact list, he's the first one to reply! So Thank You Glen!! Now, Anyone else wants to exchange banner pic with me?? show me the loveeee!!!! Just email me yours at beforedawn666@yahoo.com and i'll make mine for you.

Show Me The Love!

2006-06-24T15:42:00.000+08:00

I wrote an entry in Here about this idea of taking a pic with a banner sign saying "I LOVE (name)" and then ask if any of my friends online would want to exchange this love sign, the first girl that replied quickly is none other than my very best friend Zahira from Puerto Rico, she's the best and yes I LOVE YOU, ZAHIRA!, I've been wondering if she got my gift that I posted for her on her birthday? I hope it wont get lost in the post office or something. Anywayz, here she is with the banner sign, isnt she so cuteee and she put a lady too on the bottom, Thanks so much hun and you know I love you too, you've been my online best friends since forever! She's really a kind hearted person, not only she's beautiful, she's a hardworker and very smart too! Now, Anyone else wants to exchange banner pic with me?? show me the loveeee!!!! Just email me yours at beforedawn666@yahoo.com and i'll make mine for you.

Maybe..

2006-06-23T04:57:00.000+08:00

The reason I havent participated in my Thursday Thirteen and Wordless Wednesday is because my internet connection was cut off and so I couldnt get online in time to post those two memes. When I did finally paid the Internet to connect it back on, I got busy with my other blog to update and replying emails and other stuff and I feel bad of neglecting yet another of my blog, I regretted to delete Akane-Ranma but it was unavoidable, I just feel I need some clean up to do online, lots of junks in my computer. Anyways, Maybe next month or the next I wont be online as often as I am now anymore as I almost running out of my money in my bank account *sigh* but this is a normal occurence for me as I have been through this before. It's just Maybe...

Nightly Lover Series

2006-06-20T02:58:00.000+08:00

Leave the reality for awhile and indulge in your fantasies, I was reading this japanese comic book called Absolute Boyfriend by Yuu Watase and thinking, wouldnt it be nice to have a perfect lover, a man that suits your every needs. The book is about a girl who has been rejected by every men she had a crush on and *skip skip* she saw a website selling a robot that can provide with a perfect lover.

The face and body is perfect and it will function when you kiss him and thus he would recognize his owner and become alive and you can put in whatever you want as his personalities such as:

Gentle

Reliable

Macho (knows when to stand up & fight)

A bit silly at times

Gourmet Chef

Capable

Intelligent

Cute

Good Taste

Loving & Caring

A Tad Jealous

A Tad Possessive

Really Faithfull

Etc..Etc..Etc (fill in whatever else you want)

So even though he's a robot, he has somehow (remember this is fantasy) has feelings just like human and he satisfy our every needs even the needs to quarrel or (ahem) basic need.

I know im a dreamer and this is my other world and i built my own world to escape the reality of life, so wouldnt it be nice to have such a perfect lover, an Absolute boyfriend?

Happy Father's Day!

2006-06-18T20:01:00.000+08:00

GOD took the strength of a mountain,

The majesty of a tree,

The warmth of a summer sun,

The calm of a quiet sea.

The generous soul of nature,

The comforting arm of night,

The wisdom of ages,

The power of the eagles flight.

The joy of a morning in spring,

The faith of a mustard seed,

The patience of eternity,

The depth of a family need.

Then GOD combined these qualities,

And when there was nothing more to add,

HE knew His masterpiece was complete,

And so, HE called him 'DAD'.

||Author Unknown||

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY

Celeb Look Alike?

2006-06-17T00:05:00.000+08:00

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Wordless Wednesday; Toilet at The Zoo

2006-06-14T15:42:00.000+08:00

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Happy Birthday Chubby!

2006-06-12T17:27:00.000+08:00

Chubby's birthday is tomorrow on the 13th Of June, I know it's a bad number hehe but well I assure you the guy is the most kindest person I know. We've been friends since way before I came to Singapore which was in 1998, so we've been friends and more for more than 8 years.

He's going to be 30 years old tomorrow and so once again, I would like to wish him HAPPY BIRTHDAY! May all your dreams come true!

Happy Birthday Zahira!

2006-06-09T16:49:00.000+08:00

Wish her Happy Birthday Here. Zahira and I met years ago, I cant remember when exactly but it's probably more than 2 years ago online and since then we become best friends, We exchange gifts through post and we try to keep in touch now and again so we know that we're still best friends. She's the most friendliest, kindest and nicest person I know, she has a good heart and she's so FUN to be friends with! She is also gorgeous! What I love about her is the way she always supports me with words and her kindness when I need it, What more do you want in a friend?

I Love You Girl and I'm Glad You're My Best Friend. One day we will meet for real.

Happy Birthday!

666

2006-06-06T17:47:00.000+08:00

The Movie Opens Today!

Happy Birthday Sis!!

2006-06-04T13:17:00.000+08:00

Thursday Thirteen!

2006-06-01T02:07:00.000+08:00

I enjoy having time to myself, a loner but I dont mind company once in awhile.

I have many secrets, you think you know me but you dont and I let you know what I allow you to know.

I love to daydream and sometimes I get confused with my own fantasies over reality but i dont hurt anyone with it but myself.

I am emphathetic, accepting , a diplomatic and good in avoiding conflicts.I'd rather take the blame than stir up controversy or pick a fight.

I am a good listener, an observer and prefer to stand on the sidelines to watch.

I dont judge or talk behind people's backs and if I found out they did that to me, I'll just walk away. No fuss.

I am a zillion times far away from perfect, I lied, I'm ignorant, I take things for granted, i'm sorry but it's not always about you.

I let people do their worst on me, push me, take advantage of me, hurt me and mock me but when I said enough is enough.

I am compassionate, sensitive and emotional but i dont tend to show it nor have difficulties to show it.

I dont like intrusion on my privacy, I dont like to be pressured to do what I dont want to do or to be with people that I dont want to be.

I am loyal and do the best I could to help someone in need or be there when they need me but I cant always be there.

I follow my instincts and my feelings after knowing the facts and listened to what others have to say, it's my life not yours.

I can be social and entertaining and fun but I need to recharge my battery, so stop bugging me all the time.

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Wordless Wednesday

2006-05-31T12:37:00.000+08:00

Other Wordless Wednesdays;

X-traordinary!

2006-05-30T15:27:00.000+08:00

I watched the "X-men The Last Stand" yesterday and I have to tell you that it's better than Da vinci or Over the Hedge! I really enjoyed the movie from start to finish, I love all the characters in that movie and it's much much better than the previous X-mens. Im just a tad bit dissappointed that Archangel has so little role in there because I really find him handsome and with those white big wings, he's just HOT! I also like rogue very much and it's a shame that she has also little role there. Ok enough I wont be a spoiler so just watch the movie, hurry!! and by the way, make sure you stay untill the credit line is over coz there's something else.

I feel my eyes are getting bad, I need to take more care of it, I need to use more eye drop and I need to buy the eye gel or eye mask so I hope in no time, it'll be normal again and not so watery.

It's Mid year Sale here and I wish I have alot of money so I could shop shop shop till I broke, well i'm broke now anyway so it doesnt matter.

New Layout!

2006-05-28T09:36:00.000+08:00

I watched this movie the other day and it's absolutely hillarious and yes it reminds me of Madagascar and I love it!! I guess if I had to choose Over The Hedge movie to Da Vinci Code , I would definitely choose this one, I know it's for kids but well I'm a kid most of the times hehehe. So I'll recommend for you guys to watch this to satisfy the kid in you!

I decided to change my layout as it's almost spring and I want bright colors but still keep the simplicity of the layout so I pick this white layout by Pannasmontata. I hope you guys like it, tell me if there's something wrong with it, okay?? it takes abit to load, I still need to check what's wrong with it though but oh well.

I'll be going out later in the afternoon for a barbeque party, I'm still a little bit unwell but I guess it will be good for me to go out and get some fresh air and this is the first time this year for me to have a barbeque.

I'm going to bed!

Break the Code

2006-05-27T01:04:00.000+08:00

I watched this movie the other day but hasnt got the time to blog it as I have nothing much to say besides that. I wanted to read the book first but then it would be another extra money to buy the book which I could use it to buy food, it's kinda expensive for new books here. The movie was somewhat interesting to me but since i am not a catholic so I was confused at first but then I get the hang of it after awhile.

I am not feeling well today, it was raining today and I had a bad day, feeling upset and I really dont want to make others to be my punching bag so it's a good decision if I avoided people for awhile and animals. I got blocked nose, watery eyes and neck ache. The problem is not finished yet and that's all I can say.

Sorry and Thanks.

Thursday Thirteen!

2006-05-25T14:40:00.000+08:00

Made by Him & Her

Financial Problems for airplane tickets and wedding.

Bureaucracy with the Visa and stuff.

Five months of waiting & not knowing what could happen.

Lost contact with each other even for a day.

Meet the family.

Worried that she/he might change her/his mind.

She’s worried incase he meets someone else when he goes out.

He gets jealous of her ex boyfriends.

Worry when he/she needs someone, he/she wont be there to give comfort.

Not being able to see one another even through webcam.

Worried if the letters he/she sent might/might not reach him/her .

Not being able to put his arms around her.

Friends thought that we’re nuts falling for someone on the net.

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Wordless Wednesday

2006-05-24T15:45:00.000+08:00

Where I live

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Miss Cherry Dior

2006-05-22T08:21:00.000+08:00

My sister's friend arrived in Jakarta last week and she said that she has something from my sister to give it to me which is a Parfume that I always wanted to buy since I was in Holland last year but I didnt have the money then and so I didnt buy it untill my sister bought it for me and asked her friend to give it to me in Jakarta.

My sister and I was window shopping in Holland and we went to this parfume shop and she said that Miss Dior is the latest parfume that she found the smell really nice and asked me to try it and when I did, I fell in love with it, it's so refreshing and I always love the fruit smells for parfumes and I also love the bottle as it's so feminine and cute, thanks sis, love ya!

Nothing much to say as I dont have anything much going on in my dailies so I'll update my blog when there's something significant things that happen to me, hopefully soon.

It's time for me to go to bed as I've been awake since last nite and it's morning already.

Thursday Thirteen!

2006-05-17T20:09:00.000+08:00

My last T13 was about him and so this week is his reply to me, my man is so sweet!

01) Her lovely sweet voice

02) Her shy laugh

03) The way she makes me feel

04) The way she worries about me all the time

05) The way she calls me Mikey(and gets away with it)

06) Her lovey sexy legs

07) The way she always sees the good in everybody

08) The way she is always so happy

09) How smart she is

10) The way she gets silly about things like teddy bears

11) The fact that she is the most wonderfull woman in the world

12) The way she makes me act like a teenager

13) That she can nags me in to doing silly things like this.

Wordless Wednesday

2006-05-17T07:19:00.000+08:00

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My ABC

2006-05-16T02:41:00.000+08:00

merica or Englad : England coz that's where my sweety comes from

eauty or Personality : Personality coz "I believe the personality and the soul is what makes a person beautiful, it does not always have to be the physical appearance"

ats or Dogs : Dogs coz I used to have 2 rottweilers, a shih tju and a chow chow and I love them and miss them

ance or Sing : Sing coz I feel all sorts of emotion when i'm singing a song based on the lyric or the melody

xtrovert or Introvert : Introvert according to this Test

iction or Non-fiction : Fiction coz I love fairy tales and happy ending stories

oofy or Pluto : Pluto coz I love dogs

is/Hers or Yours : His coz I am his and only his

rritated or Irritating : Irritating coz I dont like to be irritated by people

uice or Yoghurt : Juice coz I dont like the sour taste of Yoghurt

FC or McDonald's : Mcdonald's coz I love their big breakfast!

ove or Lust : Love and it's all about making love and not making lust

oney or Looks : Money Makes the World Go Around

ight or Day : Night coz I love the quiet, the moon and the weather at night

lder or Younger : Older coz I'm in love with an older man

ale or Burnt : Pale coz burnt toast is just ewwwww

uestioned or Answered : I like all my questions to be answered

ed or Blue : Blue is always my favorite color of all time

tay or Go : I would like to stay with my sweetie and never want to go

ake or Give : Give coz I like to please and make people happy

sage or Style : I'd like to think that I'm a stylish girl and I have my own Style

ain or Plain : Vain coz I'm sure most women have abit of vanity in them

est or East : East coz I live in East Jakarta

ena or Wonderwoman : Xena the warrior princess and that's me!!hahaha oh I love playing with sword!

es or Maybe : Yes to my sweetie's proposal

ip or Unzip : Zip it, enough perverts already ehehe

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Happy Mother's Day

2006-05-14T01:43:00.000+08:00

M - O - T - H - E - R

M- is for the million things she gave me,
O- means only that she's growing old,
T- is for the tears she shed to save me,
H- is for her heart of purest gold;
E- is for her eyes, with love-light shining,
R- means right, and right she'll always be,

Put them all together, they spell "MOTHER"

A word that means the world to me.

Howard Johnson (c. 1915)

Above is a picture of me and my darling mother, it's an old pic when I still had my hair very short and when I still know how to draw a doll using paint shop pro, well enough of that, I want to wish everyone's mothers Happy Mother's Day, GOD BLESS!

Happy Birthday Brother!

2006-05-12T06:30:00.000+08:00

My baby brother is 24 today!! I'm going to phone him later in the afternoon and we're going to have a long conversation. We're pretty close since we're kids, we're more than brother and sister, we're more like best friends!

My period came today and I really hate it when it comes with a cramp on my stomach and my back, I feel like just curl into a ball on the bed and thinking of taking some painkiller. I know it's only for a day or two and then it's gone but sometimes the pain is too strong for me to take it. I'm trying to sleep right now.

Thursday Thirteen!

2006-05-11T08:29:00.000+08:00

01. Honesty
02. Innocence
03. Availability
04. Willingness
05. Conversion
06. Ability
07. Patience
08. Generousity
09. Stubborness
10. Gentleness
11. Silliness
12. Responsibility
13. His love to me
and many more :)

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Wordless Wednesday

2006-05-10T20:03:00.000+08:00

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The Package

2006-05-09T18:10:00.000+08:00

It finally arrived when I didnt wait for it but I was waiting for this package from UK since yesterday and it didnt come untill this afternoon and I'm glad I woke up when I heard the knock on the door.

"Chewbaca" sent me this cute little red devil bear and a T-shirt that he likes to wear and a piece of paper with short message on it. Thank You "Chewbaca" and now I can sleep better in the morning after an all-nighter.

I still have stomach ache and well perhaps I'm going to have my PMS soon coz I can feel myself feeling moody so stay CLEAR, PEOPLE!! hehehe I have laundry to do soon before I have no underwear to wear anymore and yet, I just want to curled up into a ball on the bed and let the ache goes away.

Mission: Immediate Blogging

2006-05-07T18:46:00.000+08:00

I watched MI3 and well it was okay, lots of action and it reminds me of True Lies movie starring Arnold Schwarzenegger. I've been trying to find one of the John Wayne's movie titled The Quiet Man, recommended by some friends and told me it was a very nice movie. It's hard to find classic movies in Singapore, it took me months to find my Blazing Saddles and Nake Jungle Movies.

I ate mushroom soup and bread for starter and then Chicken Cordon Bleu with salad and fries for main course and Cappucino Cheese Cake which I dont like but I finished it anyway, I also had Strawberry Gelato Ice Cream for dessert.

I dropped by at Guardian Pharmacy to check out the hair tonic and shampoo or vitamin for my hair coz I notice I keep having falling hair and it's alot! I have no idea why, maybe my eating habit or shall i say, lack of eating and sleeping, but anyway those tonic are so expensive! So I didnt buy it, I didnt buy the eye patch as well, and yes it's also expensive but I did buy EYE MO as I ran out of it and I can feel my eyes is tired & puffy.

My Physical Stamina is not so fit right now, been having some annoying sickness these days from flue, headaches, body aches, restless sleeps, sore eyes, sore throat, coughs, tummy ache and of course falling hair.

I hope I'll be much better next week.

Makeover Me

2006-05-06T04:06:00.000+08:00

Thanks Cee for the Makeover Link. It was fun when you really dont have anything else to do and bored. I look so ridiculous and funny in those wigs! It's fun really!

I could feel the time goes so slow.

Thursday Thirteen!

2006-05-04T20:50:00.000+08:00

Actually I have more than 13 movies that I love so much hehe but oh well, thought to share you some for now!

01. Eiffel...I'm In Love (Indonesian Movie)
02. Ranma 1/2 (Japanese Anime)
03. Tak Biasa ("Not Used To" Indonesian Movie)
04. Final Destination (Japanese Anime)
05. Blazing Saddles
06. Brotherhood of the Wolf
07. The Lord Of The Ring
08. Queen Of The Damned
09. The Naked Jungle
10. The Importance of Being Earnest
11. Breakfast at Tiffany's
12. Indiana Jones
13. Pretty Woman

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Wordless Wednesday

2006-05-03T19:35:00.000+08:00

Fountain of Wealth, Singapore

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The Cure

2006-05-03T01:27:00.000+08:00

Im so bloody relieved and feel at ease now, things are moving along slowly even it's moving at a snail's pace but at least it's moving at all rather than not. Enough of that for now.

Look at the bright side! I've rented some movies, SAW & SAW 2, very sick and gory but it makes me think as well about my life and how I've been taking things for granted and it's time for me to be gratefull for life.

I also got some chocolates with me to munch, munch away! I love Dark Chocolates, hell I love all chocolates! I think I'll be gaining weight again *sigh* but on happier note, "I really dont care!" hehehe.

My throat is not so good right now, it's like burning and itchy at the same time, perhaps because I smoke too much these days but well hopefully it'll be gone in a few days.

I want to say thanks for all of you who cheered me up, I really do thank you, so okay thank you once again!

No Turning Back

2006-04-30T07:16:00.000+08:00

I am ready to take on everything now, I am ready to decide, I am ready to leave, I am ready to say things that I was afraid of saying, I am ready to face whatever thrown in my face, I am ready to defend myself and most of all I am ready to move on.

Enough crying, I am not afraid anymore, I am fully rested, I am done thinking , I wont hide or run away anymore, I've discarded my self pity, I've slapped myself up and put on a smile on my face and a big sigh and look into the mirror and nodded. Yup! I am in action now and the camera's on me, the audience wanted an ending to every story, be it sad or happy ending and I'm going to give it to them.

Somehow I felt like a burden has been taken away from my heart, I could breathe and I look forward to tomorrow, I'm not afraid of uncertain future, I will take a first step forward and when I pick up my steps, I just keep going faster and I wont ever look back.

Dont let the fears rule your life and I wont give it a chance to confuse me again, and now I can at last say for sure, "Dad, I'm going home".

Down Under

2006-04-29T09:32:00.000+08:00

So much emotions in my head and my heart that I feel so trapped and deppressed, it's like everything and everyone are pushing me and forcing me to the end of the cliff and I have no choice but to jump. I know I need to be alone and I need it fast before I fall apart, advices and words of opinions are beyond me now, this it the time to take actions and there's no turning back, I want to make sure for one last quiet moment to know that this decision is final and there's no one to blame but myself should I fail or fall down but I want to know if I still have the supports when I failed and fell down from those that has been with me through these trials and problems.

I've been listening to sad songs and yes I need to let the tears come out before I slap myself up and put on my brave and courage suits for the coming whirlwind;

"This is the retake of my life"
" I believe that in my life I will see an end to hopelessness, of giving up, of suffering"
"I didn't mean to hurt you, but I know That in the game of love you reap what you sow"
"Till now I've always gone by on my own"
"I must think of a new life,And I musn't give in, When the dawn comes, Tonight will be a memory too And a new day will begin"
"Why does it hurt so bad?"
"I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark"
"Once upon a time I was falling in love But now I'm only falling apart"
"Each day, each day I play the role Of someone always in control"
"Having heart is full of pain"
"my soul cried".

Weekend is Here!

2006-04-28T07:20:00.000+08:00

I Made this lego character Here and i was debating whether I wanted to put breasts on it or flatchested coz the one with the S on is only for the flatchested bit. I also put a "dad" tattoo on her arm coz I love my dad and I thought why not?! OH anyways, Have a great weekend to everyone not that it makes any difference for me coz everyday is weekend for me.

I am having that kind of *Unknown* mood again today, I cant describe it really, it's like sad but happy and mix with confusion and restlessness, but I also feel kind of blank and compassion, are they make any sense at all? oh I really cant describe the feeling, maybe lack of sleep and with my relationship issues and family and life make me feel this way.

I havent been spending time alone these days and I kind of miss that, the quiet moment to think about everything, just me, myself and I, but it will soon be rectified by sunday, I'll have more time to just think, analize and make some decisions before moving forward with no regrets.

I need to get away for awhile, just by myself.

Thursday Thirteen!

2006-04-27T03:04:00.000+08:00

13 Hear/Speak/See No Evil In My Collection!

1. Cavemen from Gabrielle

2. Monkeys Keychain which was broken coz I dropped it when I took a snap of it :(

3. Owls from My Sister

4. Monkeys made from bone

5. Monkeys from Netherlands

6. Monkeys in a bottle which I won it from auction

7. Elves from Netherlands

8. Elves again or whatever they call it hahaha from Paris

9. Monkeys from Paris

10.Monkeys from Singapore which was bough at the flea market

11.Dogs & Babies postcards given by Khid

12.Monkeys T-shirt from HongKong

13.Myself

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Wordless Wednesday: Devil's Shoe

2006-04-26T15:18:00.000+08:00

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Flavor of The Day!

2006-04-25T03:08:00.000+08:00

Make Yours Here

I got the link from Cee and since I'm crazy about chocolates and strawberry, I am making my own flavor, yumm...

I've been packing a big suitcase full of my stuff and then I've been doing alot of laundry, ironing clothes that I want to bring back home, although I dont know yet when I'm going back home for good but I want to start packing now as I have so many stuff to pack, I think I need some boxes to put my books in.

My tooth is paining me again *sigh* and I got headache after too much smiling, weirdo! hahahaha I think there's a new tooth coming out but Im not too sure. I dont want to go to the dentist, Iam allergic to dentist hahaha.

Here Kitty, Kitty

2006-04-23T04:23:00.000+08:00

This Cute Kitty just followed My flatmate home, He's tapping the appartment's window which scared the hell outta me, I opened the window and was going to give him hell when I saw this cutie at his feet. My flatmate told me the cat followed him home and he couldnt go inside so he asked me to find some food to give it through the window so he could sneak and went inside. It was tough at first coz it keeps following him and he almost tripped over the cat, But finally I could lure it to my outstretched hand with some bits of fried fish fillet. I must say I want to keep it so bad but unfortunately I couldnt do that as I'll be going back home soon.

Anyway, I was watching "Someone Like You" on TV, I just love Hugh Jackman. I also watched a movie called "Harold & Kumar" which was pretty funny. I have been doing alot of browsing today and I think I'm done for today.

News from Holland

2006-04-22T06:16:00.000+08:00

I was glad to have a short chat with my sister yesterday, I was asking about her husband aka my darling brother in law who had had an accident and got hospitalized of minor injuries. My sister said her hubby is back home now, She also said that their old car has been declared "junk and totally cant be used anymore" so she has bought a new car, a Mitsubishi Lancer while waiting for the insurance company to give her some news.

Anywayz, Her friend Lia who is also indonesian who lives there wants to go to Jakarta in May for a month's holiday, so I asked my sister to buy me a parfume from Miss Dior and give it to Lia so she could give it to me once I'm back in Jakarta next month. I've been wanting that parfume since I was in Holland and yes I blame my own sister as well for telling me about it hehehehe so now she has to buy it for me hahaha *evil laugh*.

Oh I miss Holland especially my darling niece, maybe one day I could go there again, yup someday but now, I'll fantasize about it as I go to bed, Night All! or should I say Morning all!

New Layout

2006-04-21T05:33:00.000+08:00

April 21st Hari Kartini - Kartini Day; The birthday of Raden Ajeng Kartini, a prominent leader in the women's emancipation movement in Indonesia. The event is marked by activities within women's groups. In Indonesian schools children compete in national dress competitions. The letters of Kartini to friends in Holland have been published in Letters of a Javanese Princess.

New layout by V4NY and I changed the colors and the image above by permission. Since I love and collecting the Speak/Hear/See No Evil figurines, I thought to take some pics of myself doing them! Thanks to Balung for my previous layout. I hope you guys like the new layout, it's simple and for a change, no clutter hehehe

Oh I thought to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Cee's Dad! I know it's tomorrow and I thought for a change, I dont want to say Happy Belated Birthday hehehe.

It's already 6am in the morning and I could feel my eyes are closing now so I guess enough for today and head to bed!

T13

2006-04-20T17:15:00.000+08:00

13 Favorite Songs in My MP3 Playlist!

(1) "Born Again" by Billy Preston
(2) "Stay" by Barry manilow
(3) "Fantasy" by Earth Wind and Fire
(4) "Died in your Arms Tonite" by Cutting Crew
(5) "Do I Do" by Stevie Wonder
(6) "Here with me" by Dido
(7) "Through the wire" by Kanye West
(8) "Headonism" by Skunk Anansie
(9) "Why Does it Hurt so bad" by Whitney Houston
(10) "Listen to your heart" by Roxette
(11) "Moon River" by Frank Sinatra
(12) "Alone" by Heart
(13) "Immortal" by Evanescence

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Wordless Wednesday: The Door

2006-04-19T19:19:00.000+08:00

Singapore's Stamford House

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Secret Recipe

2006-04-19T16:36:00.000+08:00

I went to the "Secret Recipe" Restaurant the other day for dinner, I got a free voucher for that so I thought well, it's a shame if I didnt use it, right? So it was a 3 course meal with soup as a starter which I ordered pumpkin soup, it's not really nice so I didnt finish it, the main course is an Irish Lamb Stew which was very soft and tender and yummylicious! the last is my favorite of all! which was Chocolate Indulgence cake! hmmmm, since I was so full and besides I want to eat it at home where I can take my time with each slice that went to my watery mouth, I ask the waiter to wrap it up for me.

I heard from my sister that my brother in law had a car accident, she said he's allright but his last foot surgery was paining him so he's in the hospital right now, I hope he gets well soon, my sister though was so angry with him coz now she has to buy a new car as he damaged the car!

Flower For Dad!

2006-04-17T19:15:00.000+08:00

Thanks Mikey for the flowers you bought for my dad, even though you're thousand miles away and you havent even met my dad when he was alive, your tribute for him is so touching. Thank You.

I cant visit my dad's grave but I promise as soon as I come home, that's the first thing I will do. The flowers I bought for you is still on the table where I could smell everytime and admire it. I still miss you and love you dad! Happy Birthday once again.

Movie Marathon

2006-04-15T05:46:00.000+08:00

I was watching 2 movies at the cinema yesterday, at first I was only planning to watch one movie, it's "Firewall" starring Harrison Ford, I dont think he's up to another action movie coz he's old now but he's still has the charisma and it was quite a good movie as well and then I saw the poster of "16 Blocks" starring Bruce Willis and thought well, let's watch another one and came home in the morning!

They're both my favorite actors in "Die Hard" and "Indiana Jones"! But looking at them now, Old and well still playing heroes just weird although the movies are still quite good hehe. oh well it's time to go to bed now, nite all!

Surprises from Jakarta!

2006-04-14T07:12:00.000+08:00

Thanks rie for the cigs and the sleeping dress, I'm glad you've had a great time on your trip to Jakarta and came back to Singapore safe and sound! Ohhh I love my indonesian cigs!

I know I asked Connie to buy me some tidbits/food from Jakarta but I didnt know she also bought me the See/Speak/Hear No Evil figurine that Im collecting! I'm so happy to get it! Thanks jeng!

My flatmate is going back home soon, he's also indonesian like me, and I already thought of him as my younger brother as he was also my younger brother's ex classmate, he has finished his study and he gave me a bottle of Baileys Irish Cream for a farewell gift, it's going to be quiet around here soon. I'm sorry I couldnt give him anything coz I'm broke! But I'll offer to wash his clothes or something in return hehehe.

I bought the flowers for my dad, I put it in a vase and it really is brightens up the room. Happy Birthday once again PAPA!

It's time to go to bed.

T13

2006-04-13T04:44:00.000+08:00

13 Things Im Expecting to Happen

(1) Having more peaceful mind.
(2) Finding and meeting my soulmate.
(3) Being less lonely
(4) Having enough money to survive.
(5) Being a better person
(6) Being closer to God
(7) Being closer to my family
(8) Being less anti-social
(9) Leading a healthier life style
(10) Being able to support my mother and little brother more than I've done
(11) Getting my mother a new fridge
(12) Getting Married
(13) Being a happier person.

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Happy Birthday PAPA!

2006-04-12T01:04:00.000+08:00

It's my 62nd birthday of my beloved father and it's been 4 years since his passing. I still miss him and still feel like he was still alive, in my heart. I miss him every single day, I love you PAPA!

I'm sorry I couldnt visit your grave but I will as soon as I come home, I'll pray for you and buy some flowers for you first thing I wake up tomorrow. It's been hard without you Papa, but look at your daughter is getting stronger everyday, no more tears and no more childish.

Thank You for bringing me into this world, thank you for showing me your unconditional love, your wisdome words, your gentleness and thank you for spoiling me with whatever I always wanted when I wanted.

Thank you God! For giving me the best father and the most loving father! Thank You!

Marche Movenpick

2006-04-10T05:43:00.000+08:00

I had dinner at Marche Restaurant, invited for a birthday dinner, Oh man, I love what I saw, A row of Foodstalls with delicious and inviting food and drinks and desserts, too bad I can only take a few plates before I declared myself FULL! Those food dont come cheap either and glad I dont have to pay for it so yes, I would love to stay longer but oh well, it's free!

I went to the Oyster's stall and also to the Brazillian Chicken Kebab's stall and then to the Teppanyaki's stall and moved on to pick some drinks like rootbeer and Snappel Juice. I had some fried prawns and squids and before that the Salad, my the portion could almost defeat the main course plate!

Half hour later after I've done the eating, I browsed the desserts stalls, they have crepes, Waffles, varities of cakes and ice cream gelato and fruits, ahhhhhh Heaven! But I can only eat the chocolate truffle cake and half the crepes, I cant take anything anymore, what a shame! hahahaha

More photos of the Restaurant in my next entries. Since the Restaurant is in Suntec City, it's been so long since I went there so I went for a walk there to the fountain of wealth and watched the laser show and then up and down the escalators, in and out some shops, saw the wines exhibition there and then walk back to the train station and fell asleep on the train home.

And now Im hungry again...and drool for the other food that I saw in that restaurant, aaaahhh such indulgence.

What A Day!

2006-04-09T04:39:00.000+08:00

Which door would u choose if you were given a choice? but there's a catch, each door would have a surprise waiting for you and well let's just say they're filled with the most fears you have, be it darkness or worst and there's only one door that's filled with something of what you love most. I guess that's life is all about eh? face your fears and if you succeeded then you'll get the reward. By the way I took the pic at Stamford Building at City Hall.

Yesterday Rie missed her flight back to Singapore!!! Cee text-ed me and told me that they came late to the airport because of a heavy traffic jam, OUCH!! so Today she's flying home. I cant wait to meet Rie again.

Yesterday was also quiet for me although I had a big lunch at City Hall at Magic Wok, hmm Oyster Omellete, Fried sambal Kangkung, a big sweet and sour fish and fried prawns! Took some pictures before went home.

Got a text msg from my younger brother and I told him that a few days ago I had a dream of loosing two of my bottom teeth and asked what that meant and he said he had the same dream and mum also had the same dream too, he also said it meant there will be someone in our family or relatives that is going to die, I was worried at first but then well hopefully it's just a dream.

Owner of A Lonely Heart

2006-04-07T05:38:00.000+08:00

Lonely...I'm So Lonelyyyyy *Akon's wanna be* hahaha, Today's another lonely night for me without Cee and the "Others". I had a very short chat session with Cee and Rie and they were so dead tired after a long shopping day in Jakarta, I'm so envious of you two!

I wanted to try to make a new layout but my brain refused to work and besides I have so many things going on in my head and heart to think about other things. I am, I admit is so ashamedly lonely tonight.

Finally my sister was online and we chatted for awhile, I'm usually chatty with her and always make fun of everything but tonight I think she knows that I'm having so many problems and she offered me some advices. She's going to phone mum later and her friend is going to Jakarta in May, I asked my sister to buy me a Miss Dior Parfume for me and ask her friend to give it to me in Jakarta, she said okay and i'm a little cheered up, Thanks Sis! You're the best!

I hope tomorrow will be better. Time to hit the pillows!

T13

2006-04-06T20:29:00.000+08:00

My Most Favorite13 Indonesian Dishes

(1) Nasi Goreng (Special Fried Rice)
(2) Bakso (Meatball Soup)
(3) Bubur Ayam (Chicken Porridge)
(4) Gudeg (White Curry Jackfruit)
(5) Soto Ayam (Chicken Soup)
(6) Sayur Asem (Sour Soup/devil Curry)(English)
(7) Sate (Indonesian Satay)
(8) Rendang (Beef Curry)
(9) Ketoprak (Tofu Salad)
(10) Lontong Sayur (Indonesian vegetables in coconut curry)
(11) Nasi Uduk (Indonesian Coconut Rice)
(12) Ayam Bakar (Grilled Chicken)
(13) Rujak (Indonesian Fruit Salad)

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Prepare to Laugh!

2006-04-05T17:12:00.000+08:00

I watched the Ice Age 2 yesterday and I laughed all the way! I love Scrat with his nut!! I love Diego and Sloth and Manny..and best of all I love the Possum brothers!! You all gotta watch this MOVIE!

Anyway, Thanks For taking the time to tell me what you think of me! I really appreciate it. Love you all!!

I met Rie at her workplace. I passed her a present for Cee when she's going to Jakarta which by the way she's arrived today in Jakarta. I wish I could join the girls now but since I have no money to buy the airplane ticket home, I'll delay my going home. Have fun you two!! I'll wait for Rie to come back to Singapore on Saturday and hopefully we'll meet next week! *hehe titip nasgor ya jeng*

I just got a text from Cee that they're just woke up! well girls, I just woke up too!! They said they're waiting for Maya to take them to Puncak. Awwww I am jealous!!!!!! I want to go too!!! Dont forget to bring me some *Jagung Bakar* yaaaaa..hiks hiks!

I need to take a shower but it's raining outside so I'll just snuggle up on the bed and watch TV since I have no plan or nothing to do today anyway.

What Do You Think Of Me?

2006-04-04T04:22:00.000+08:00

Click HERE to tell me what do u think of me

Arena

(known to self and others)

caring, friendly, kind, observant, searching

Blind Spot

(known only to others)

able, accepting, adaptable, brave, cheerful, clever, complex, dependable, energetic, extroverted, giving, happy, helpful, independent, intelligent, knowledgeable, loving, mature, nervous, self-conscious, sentimental, shy, silly, spontaneous, trustworthy, warm, witty

Façade

(known only to self)

modest

Unknown

(known to nobody)

bold, calm, confident, dignified, idealistic, ingenious, introverted, logical, organised, patient, powerful, proud, quiet, reflective, relaxed, religious, responsive, self-assertive, sensible, sympathetic, tense, wise

All Percentages

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Created by the Interactive Johari Window on 12.4.2006, using data from 10 respondents.
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Silent Night

2006-04-03T04:49:00.000+08:00

Make this doll at Here, Does it look like me? hahahaha.

Tonight has been quiet. Cee and I have been chatting from 12 midnite untill now at 5 in the morning. Both of us feel Empty and we try to fill each others up and cheer each others up.

She told me about this site Whodoyouthinkheare. It's so freakin' hillarious!! absolutely made me "ngakak" alot!! It does make me entertained!!

What else to say? the night is quiet, my heart feels empty, misery loves company. hmmm perfect.

EMPTY

Yee Haaw!

2006-04-02T07:10:00.000+08:00

I watched this Movie on SCTV last night, I fell in love with Val Kilmer's character as Doc Holiday, he's sooo cool! here's the summary;

"Former lawman Wyatt Earp, his two brothers and friend Doc Holliday settle in the town of Tombstone in order to lead a profitable and peaceful life but soon come into conflict with the Cowboys, a band of outlaws led by the Clanton brothers. This retelling of the Earp/Clanton feud also follows up the gunfight at the O.K. Corral with a look at the bloody consequences of the showdown."

It's too bad he's dead in the end (oops sorry spoiler!) hahaha oh well it's an old movie anyway. Wyatt Earp is a legend but I dont really into him, i'd prefer Doc Holliday aka Val Kilmer , even though he's dying of a lung disease and always look pale and sickly, he's a helluva good shooter and always win in gambling!

I ran out of credit on my mobile phone, so I cant text or receive any text or calls. I have no money to top it up yet, thankfully my toothache is giving me a reprieve by not make me suffer more than i am right now.

But my head is pounding now...I think i'm signing off!

Rainy Days

2006-04-01T10:30:00.000+08:00

It was raining yesterday, so heavy that I could feel the drizzle came in through my open window when I was sleeping, it woke me up, I felt soothed and calmed by it and the sound of the heavy rain outside my window, I didnt want to get up, I was just lying there, hugging my bolster and look out my window to the dark sky. I stretch my arm to the bedside table to reach my mobile and then I took a snap of this pic.

I didnt get up untill the rain stopped and bloody hell, my toothache is starting to mess with me again. I took a shower and brush it with alot of toothpaste and just ignore the pain. I could stand it only for an hour coz it started to get nasty on me, I really wanted to take the medicine that I took for toothache a few days ago that got me with swollen eyes as side effect but then I didnt dare coz who knows what would be swelling this time? So I tried to ignore the pain.

It's 10.37AM in the morning and I have been awake all night! I need to sleep soon and when I woke up, I'll go to the Guardian Pharmacy and look for another medicine, hopefully it'll work coz right now I'm allergic to Dentist besides no money to pay for it.

I need sleep.....

A Touch of Anime

2006-03-31T05:06:00.000+08:00

So as requested by Unwinged, I put up Kyo's pic here. Ahhhh my kind of guy but he could do a little romantic side so it's not all about killing and fighting monsters.

Aside from that, Misery do loves company, I got toothache and swollen eyes and a boring day. I cant eat and it's truly annoying! I need painkiller please!

It's funny when you have toothache, you long to eat those that are forbidden, like Ice Cream and Chocolates! And now I drool for a Big Breakfast at Mcdonalds.

I really want to go back home to Jakarta with Rie, I need money!!! Money come to Mama!

Geez even smoking is not so delicious when you have a toothache, my hair is still falling, I might be bald soon, I think.

OH!!! Ice Age the Meltdown and Ultra Violet are showing at Cinemas, I might watch Ice Age tomorrow!

T13

2006-03-30T12:13:00.000+08:00

ThirteenBad LucksI had in March 2006

(1) I didnt get the Visa
(2) I have a toothache
(3) My eyes swollen
(4) I might not be able to go home to Jkt
(5) No money
(6) People pissed me off
(7) I couldnt get my mom a fridge (see no.5)
(8) I gotta fake orgasm
(9) Skype isnt a thing for my dear ears
(10) My hair is getting thinner
(11) Im still confused about my near future
(12) Still have to stick with "K" coz no money
(13) What is love, anyway?

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V for Vendetta!

2006-03-28T09:13:00.000+08:00

I watched this movie last night, I thought it was cool in the beginning and then turned to boring in the middle and then sad ending, so I guess I am disappointed watching it, oh well Politic is never my strong point and frankly my dear....I dont give a damn (as quoted from Gone with the wind's movie if you dont know those lines).

Anyway, the cinema is under construction, I dont know if they wanted to make it bigger or adding more shops on the same floor at Causeway Point. There werent many people watching the movie, maybe because it's a weekday. I always bought food from outside the cinesnacks and put it in my bag and eat it when the lights goes off hehehe, I know i'm bad, but I just dont really like popcorn or nachos anymore, besides they sell the food there so bloody expensive!

I bought Burger King and ate it inside while watching the movie. I went home and watch a japanese cartoon dvd called "Kyo" and just like Vendetta, it started so good but then I got bored with alot of fighting and less romance, I wish those who made the cartoon have more romantic side in them and less thirst for blood and monster, too many digimon or pokemon could drive me insane!

It's been awhile since I've read any books or comics. I might just start reading again and add more books to my collection.

Night Market

2006-03-25T02:26:00.000+08:00

I went to Pasar Malam or Night Market near my appartment, I love it when they have it here, they have rows of nice food and cheap stuff! I bought some cds and of course lots of food! my fave is Okonomiyaki and Wadeh, hard to explain what they are suffice it to say, they're my fave!!

I'm thinking to go back to Jakarta together with Marie, but she has bought her ticket and I called the travel agent she bought the ticket from to check if they have available seat on the same plane she'll be. The good news is the seat is there but not sure for how long, but the bad news is, it's more expensive than rie's! So i'm still thinking if I wanted to buy return ticket or one way. The decision is on monday!

If things are okay, i'll be flying back to Jakarta with Rie on the 5th of April.

T13

2006-03-24T00:57:00.000+08:00

Thirteen Reasons I'm going back to Jakarta

(1) Saying goodbye to Singapore
(2) Flying home with marie
(3) Staying with Connie for few days
(4) Eating food that I've missed for ages
(5) Being with my family again
(6) Getting closer to God
(7) Being somewhat away from the Internet
(8) Visit my dad's grave
(9) Looking for a place for a friend's stay
(10) Getting a new hair look
(11) Learn how to cook
(12) Change my number to Indonesian's number
(13) Thank God for cheap Ciggies!

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Bad Day!

2006-03-22T05:12:00.000+08:00

My Weekend

2006-03-20T03:24:00.000+08:00

Not much happened on weekend, I was catching up with sleep which was good. My sister got online and told me that the last batch of photos when I was in Holland has been developed and she was trying to send them to me through msn but always failed coz the files are too large.

Thanks Cee for the DjiSoeSan pic hahaha I love it! What else? I didnt go out but I'll go out on Tuesday or Wednesday, to buy an apple vinegar that Cee reccommended for digestion. I also wanted to go out to the mall just window shop. I cant wait till Tuesday *secretive mode*.

Had Spaghetti for dinner with prawns in it, not bad at all. Watched TV and the encore of American Idol. I think Ace is HOT! but I love mandisa, she has a great voice!

I'm eating OREO now with half peanut butter and half chocolate cream filling, yumm too bad I dont have milk for that.

I'm doing alot of online quizzes again and put them on HERE.

Back to Quizzes...

I need Sleep!

2006-03-17T02:07:00.000+08:00

I still think that I need more sleep, but each time I try to sleep, I couldnt, I tried to switch on the TV so I could fall asleep while watching and it didnt work so I put my mp3 on and played the soft songs , I drifted to sleep and when it's off by itself I automatically woken up, coz it wasnt a dreamless sleep but rather like many scenes were playing in my subconscious according to the songs that played.

The Foodcourt near me has ayam panggang, although it's way different from ayam panggang in Indonesia but the taste was not so bad at all. I ordered the same menu each time I went there and the third time I went there, they are out of stock! So I switched to Japanese food which is quite nice. Teriyaki is my favorite.

Beauty Care

2006-03-13T03:49:00.000+08:00

I finally had a good sleep today. Went to bed at 11am and woke up at 7pm, I really had a relaxing day today, watched tv and was lying down on the bed with Neutrogena Facial Fairness masker for a good 20 minutes, I feel so fresh although I do still have bags under my eyes which I need to rectify it soon, I might go out tomorrow to Guardian Pharmacy and find something for my eyes.

I was browsing and finally, after a long search to find an old song from Fariz RM called "Sakura", I got it!!! I'm so happy! I've been in love with that song since years years ago when I was young, I heard it again when it was sung by Rossa on TV and it inspired me again to find that song online and yes I got it...hahaha

Back to Cee...

The Underworld Evolution

2006-03-12T20:59:00.000+08:00

I Watched the 9pm show of The Underworld Evolution. Much better than the previous ones I think, but it's abit looks like "Lord Of The Ring", Anywayz i always enjoy Vampire's movies so I loved it.

I saw Milla Jovovich's new movie is coming out soon called "Ultra Violet", it's almost the same like "Aeon Flux", Girls rule!! next that i want to watch is the new "Big Momma's".

"League of Extraordinary Gentlemen" is showing on Channel 5 right now, I love Sean Connery and Stuart Townsend. Yeah although I've watched it before, it's a habit of mine to watch a movie over and over again, especially those that i love!

Back to watching...

Final Destination 3

2006-03-11T03:09:00.000+08:00

I went to see Final Destination 3 today and it's better and more gory than the other two of their movies. I swear I jumped a few times each time someone died one by one hahaha. I dont particularly like gory or horror or thriller movies but well i guess I didnt what i was thinking when I bought the ticket.

I swear I dont want to go for a roller coaster ride anymore after seeing this movie hahaha, It's just too gory! the point of this movie is that no one can cheat deaths, when your time is up, that's it! no matter what you do to avoid it wont matter at all.

Anywayz, I might go and watch Underworld Evolution on weekend or the new Big Momma movie. I went to the 7/11 store after the movie, bought a cig, 2 bottles of wines (red and white), and a packet of peanuts for tidbits. I saw a sushi shop was about to closed and so I bought 9 pieces of sushi too.

Put on my MP3, smiling happily on the bus ride home. Got online and pour some red wine and listening to 50 cent "Candy Shop".

Next....Sushi Time!

The Best Cure!

2006-03-10T00:53:00.000+08:00

I feel fine again after a lot of rest and the best cure of all, Panadol Red! I've been catching up some sleep and I did sleep alot these few days. I'm ready to take on the world again!

About my previous posts, I purposely deleted them for reasons that I cant say it here. I might be changing blogspot to blogsome, what think you of that?

anywayz, I'm watching "Eiffel...I'm in love" indonesian movie, I didnt know i have the vcd when i was trying to find something to watch, and when I see the Eiffel tower, it reminds me when I was there in Paris, how magnificent it is from exactly below the tower, too bad I didnt go up to the top, maybe one day when i go there again.

Back to the movie..